It’s easy getting them to want your body. No so much getting them to want your heart.
She is a bitch goddess, she gives with one hand and takes away with the other.
I was so, so excited. It was the alcohol, no, the blow, the snow, the white, the lines, the rails,
the powder. Gunpowder. I went too far - we went too far. Had too many lines, crossed too many lines. Friendship tainted, loyalty gone. Another secret to drown in my blue eyes.
I just watched “Call me by your name” and by the end I had bawled my eyes out. I miss being in love like this. I miss feeling heartache. I feel like I skipped Love the last couple of years completely. Real love. Exhilerating love. All-consuming vulnarable love. The kind that literally makes it hard to breathe.
Meeting you was fate, becoming your friend was a choice, but falling in love with you was beyond my control. Now loving you is inevitable, being together is impossible.
